I'M TRYING MY BEST
Monday, 2 April 2012 | 0 comments
Remember those tears you had becoz' you were disappointed in me? :/ It make me feel so weak and lost. I just hate seeing someone I love crying for me, it make me the worst bad ass ever. sigh. Now I had the phobia in not telling you what I did behind your back since I don't wanna lose you again. Trust is hard to earn, But definitely I'm gonna prove you wrong and gain it back slowly baby. Even if I'm mad, I would prolly said it's alright....I rather solve this asap then keeping our r/s hanging. I'm just blessed that I get to love someone whom actually treasured my love ;') I swear this is the best feeling ever that you prove me not all guys are the same baby.
I'm just scared that I'll lose you, even when it's not your fault. I guessed I wasn't taking things srsly recently but afta what happened make me open up my eyes that I need to wake up, and back to taking things seriously. I don't wanna give another broken heart, enough is enough. I'm sorry for my repeated mistakes that i made, I promised you that as long you're staying.......I will keep trying to be good enough and obviously make things right for the both of us. ;')
xoxo, irah.
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